Blessed we were, but why did you take it back?

It was June 2, 2005 yesterday.

Some 9 years back, this day was one of the worst days of my life. The day when I lost someone very special, very close to me and my family.

In less then a year, the time you were sent for, you changed everything, you gave us everything. 10 years back, before you came, it was so sore, the problems and the things that hurt when spoken or reminded about. You changed everything in less than a year. We all believe you were sent by god, you were sent to teach us the new way of living, things have changed since then.

The old residence and the new residence, the old habits and the changes now, you taught us something that lives to this very day. Mom and dad turned so religious since you came, and that still continues. Its harmony, peace and tranquility all around since the day you came. The changes just can't be described by words. We have no words to thank you for what you gave us.

I hate that day and that accident that took away someone who's responsible for what I am today. Someone who showed the way, what family is all about? But if god sent someone to drastically change all wrong things to the good, why did he take her back? It’s so unfair to give away the blessing and take it back.

If there really exists something like a re-birth, I wish wherever you are, you are doing good still spreading the harmony, peace, and tranquility like you did in our case. I love you sis.

And god! I feel cheated. If you blessed us with someone, why did you take the blessing back?

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Word of the day:

animadversion

Pronunciation: (an"u-mad-vûr'zhun, -shun)

—n.

1. an unfavorable or censorious comment: to make animadversions on someone's conduct.
2. the act of criticizing.

Synonyms: censure, animadversion, disapprobation, condemnation

Usage: He was neutral to animadversion and praise.